When I close my eyes , I see that smile.....

Thursday, July 28, 2011

*psssttttt .... Nak kongsi satu rahsie ni .....

Eycha kan ... Baru taw cam ne na wat crop2 pic yang gune photoscape tu ... heheh ... Maybe korang akan cakap " eley dah lame taw " tapi siyes eycha baru taw semalam ... Anyway thanks a lot to ELEENA ASRI ... Memule tu malu gak nak tanye tapi ena memang macam dulu tak pernah lokek dengan ilmu ... Kecuali la bende yang die tataw memang takkan dapat la ... Hahahah ... Cuke je ... Msti korang cakap " bende ni pon nak post " .. kan ?? kan ?? Heheh ... Tapeh cakap la pe korang na cakap janji eycha hap ... ppyyy .... heheheh .... Ena i love you la .... heheheh ....

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Nasib malang bertemu si malang ...

Ayat ni dah selalu sangatkan kite teenager gune era ni ... Bagi eycha ayat ni biasa je .. Membe2 pon selalu gune kekadang tu siap ade ayat lagi kasar ... tibe2 pompan ni hanta cam ni lak kat eycha ....

Umo pun baru 18 ntah2 tak cukup lagi dah gatal ***i .. Bersyukur la die sebab eycha tak maki die ... Eycha tak maki balik pon sebab pk yang die awek kawan bek eycha ... Haih .. Ayat pompan ni memag makan dalam .... Tapi na wat cane kan ... Yela die kan " chantek " la sangat ... Tapeh bak kate memembe abaikan je pompan meroyan tu ... Dak kampong yang .... Ayat eycha kat atas tu macam kutok laki die ke ?? One more thing kenape tibe2 die nak cakap eycha jeles yang die ade tunang ... PLease la .... Eycha bukan macam die yang batak laki ... pompan ni bebetul s*** ....

And yang membuatkan eycha sedikit lega ... Kawan eycha dengan tak disangka2 datang membantu eycha ... AZ bebetul tenangkan eycha ... Ade lagi antarenye , dany , acap , eca ( bf pompan tu ) , syura and dayah yang mengambil berat ... Hahahah ... Thanks korang , walaupun sakit eycha tetap gak kene kuat hadap mende ni ... Cam syura cakap ... Eycha kan kuat ... hahah ...Sedey taw sampai la skg ni da masuk 2 ary eycha ta dapat lp kan ... Taw tak yang eycha sangat dan amat sedar diri tahu ...? Tiap2 hari eycha cermin diri .... hukhukhuk ..... :'(





Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Nor hidayah BT Mohamed ....

Heheheheh .... cube kaw tengok sikit pic kat bahagian kiri blog aq ni ....
eheheheheh ... marah tak ??? jeles tak ??? eheheheh ....
jangan marah nanty cepat tue tapi jeles tapeh ....

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

who am i .....?

who am i actually ...
what position do i hold in your heart ..?
if you don't say it out clear ...
you're just letting our love ...
dangle in the mist ...

love is annoying ...
sometimes near ...
sometimes far ...
letting people chase after ...
chase half a day and ...

yet you won't even say a word of apology ...
i walk forward ..
heads down ...
tears rolling back ...
walking continuously ...
never turning back ...
hoping that you will find me ...

it wasn't as i wished ...
my hopes were let down ...
but i still believe ...
that you do understand me ...

i swear a thousand times ...
that once i leave this time ...
you will never get me back ...
although my heart hurt ...
it's still better than ...
suffering so much humiliation ...

i wait and wait ...
memories of you good keep
popping into my head ...

after so much waiting ...
you still won't even say the word ...
BABY to comfort me ...

one front , one back ...
you stay silently behind me ...
front front , back back ...
hoping that you will ...
hold my hand ...

i walk forward ...
raising my head ...
wiping tears and keep walking forward ...
hoping that you will find me ...

in my dreams i've search ...
a thousand times for him ...
hoping that will be reality ...
i don't wan't to leave ...
my heart can't be controlled ...
i walk forward ...

Saturday, July 16, 2011

i won't disappointed you

to many memories ...
happened in that summer ...
it should be full of sunshine ...
but it was raining in my eyes ....

the beautiful past ...
that we through was forgotten ...
was growing on us slowly ...

if you willing ...
to believe again ...
that I LOVE YOU ...

i won't disappoint you ..
we should not get ...
to close to each others ...
we always realize after quarreling ...
i'ts just the summer heat ...
that made us lose our temper ...

perhaps we were too stubborn ...
or perhaps i cared for you too much ...
that's why i won't let go of you ...

i won't disappoint you ...
i'm still here ...
in this stubborn summer ...
there's storm and rain ...
sunshine spreading on ...
if nothing could be stopped ...
i could understand it ...

i will do my best ...
to give happiness to you ...
if you wish to have it ...
if you're willing ...
to believe that ...
i love you ..
i won't disappointed you ..

i don't know what ...
you are feeling ...
not that i don't know ...
why ...
you are feeling like this ...
if you wish ....





Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Domino's + Nasi Campur = Mengantuk gile bab !

Hello , holla n bla ... bla ... bla .... Semalam eycha kenyang bebetul ... Lepas makan Domino straight makan nasi campur memang na pecah la perut time tu ... So tamak punye eycha ... Hahahah ... Gile bab la ... Pastu pukul 8 malam dah ngantuk sesangat .. Mata ni tak tahan dah nak bertahan . Tapi tahankan juga sebab na tengok "PERSONAL PREFERENCE " tepat je 9.30 eycha terus cari bantal dan selimut... Hahahahah .... Tak senonoh punye eycha ....

Sunday, July 3, 2011

Have you noticed changes in my face when you ... talking about her ...

It's about my friend who i've like him since i'm was young .... Last week we have met , i was so happy ... But he spoke something that make me disappointed ... Has you forgot that i hate that girl so much but why must you say about her in front of me ... What is more hurt you say you want to be with her ... Yawww !!!! Can't you feel my expression change ??? But i still pretending that i support you to go back with her ... It's way too hard for me to say she are nice . As a friend i always support you although it's hurt me ... Maybe you will appreciate what i have done when i already gone ... I hope you will noticed me when i'm already gone .... And i hope you will happy with her now ... I decide not to interfere you again ... Let's called off this friendship when you already with her ... Although it's was hard for me to let go this relationship that we have through together , i had to do this . I had to be selfish for you happiness . Please don't mention my name again . Please learn to live without me . Please learn to be a nice guy when i'm gone . Please hate me the whole of your life so that we do not met after this ...

Weeeeeee .......